Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Hate that I love you

Days are passing without me texting you but its me finding the reason of it...

Weeks of sleepless nights its you I'm thinking, don't know what should I do..

Everytime I'm seeing your number on my phone my heart beats faster.

Want to talk to you but I don't have the strength..

Thinking of how will I open my heart and thoughts for you..

They say I should not talk to you anymore after the things that happened but a part of me wants to shout and cry for you to realize how much pain I'm feeling right now..

Blaming myself to keep loving you everyday eventhough I know you have someone else. maybe because I believe on what you've said that you love me, that even you have another girl it's still me you're thinking..

How stupid of me, still pretending I'm alright eventhough I am not..

Yes It's my fault to expect much from you but didn't think of leaving something for myself..

Dreaming that you and me in the end..

But all of this dreams went to a nightmare..
Help!!! I wanna wake up..

this song is really meant for what's going inside me right now..

That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you
And I can’t stand ya
Must everything you do
make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for awhile
No..

but you won’t let me
You upset me girl
then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget
that I was upset
Can’t remember what you did

But I hate it

You know exactly what to do
So that I can’t stay mad at you
For too long, that’s wrong

Girl, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don’t wanna fuss and fight no more
So I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)
I can’t stand how much I need you (I need you)
And I hate how much I love you boy (ooh)
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so..

And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh

Sad and it’s not fair how you take advantage of the fact that I
Love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain’t right

And I hate how much I love you girl
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you girl
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won’t affect me
And your kiss won’t make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you’ll probably always have a spell on me..

That’s how much I love you
How much I need you
That’s how much I need you
That’s how much I love you
That’s how much I need you

And I hate that I love you sooo...
And I hate how much I love you boy
I can’t stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you boy
But I just can’t let you go
And I hate that I love you so

And I hate that I love you so.. so..